miss_lilly6662

For sometime now I have been feeling really depressed. I have not been happy with my life, or some of the things that have been happening in it. I hate my job I have, I hate getting up early and going to school that I don't think is working out for me. Alot of this has been going through my head, so on Sunday i started doing research on the internet, and I found it. I am going to try and get into The Chicago Art Institute for their fashion design program. It has everything i am looking for, they even do job placement while you are going to school. Yes that means I would be moving to Chicago. This will not be happening until the fall of next year, but I think it is time that I move on from Madison. Growning up I never stayed anywhere for more than a couple of years. I have been in Madison for 10yrs, I need to get ready to move on. I have met so many wonderful people here, and some that have had an influence in the direction that I am taking. Thank you everyone I have met! I think this is going to work out for me, because i am feeling really good about it!

I have been on hold with the stupid IRS now for over 20min. I just wish they would answer their damn phone line and let me go

I got my first tattoo today. Yes I know I am completly backwards. I have 13 piercings, scarification, and have done numerous pulls and flesh hook suspension. But at least now H have a hot wonder woman on my thigh now

This morning I was sitting at my computer reading my emails. I was hearing this funny noise that I have heard so many times before. It is squeaky, purring snore coming from that fat cat of mine. I love it when she does that. It is so cute. She is a 20some lb cat that curls, well trys to curl in a ball, and she snores really loud. Its almost like a human, when she breathes in, except it is not that loud as man, and a purr when she lets it out, it so cute, but it is pretty annoying for my other cat who sleeps by her, because the second she starts, the other, lifts her head up, looks at her, and gets off the bed

New years resolutions to me are most of the time just ordinary goals you can set for yourself at any given point and time in the year, and can achieve at any given point and time. With that in mind, there is in my opinion, only one true new years resolution, and that is to live the year to the fullest and make it to the end to celebrate another

Well I did it! I broke down and made my own LJ page. I have been slowly getting around to it, but have always been really shy when it comes to exposing a lot of my ideas, thoughts, and feelings to others. One thing I noticed about this LJ was that I can choose to have only my friends read my entries, which is good, because I am going to be really strict as to who I add on here. My shyness does still plague me, but my biggest problem is that a lot of people just do not understand me. So half of the time when I post something they are mostly confused, and don't know what to say. So I have decided to keep this a plain as can be, and only put people on here who are going to help me grow as a person. This is going to be my only public entry, so people understand where I am coming from.

Thanks for understanding, and need to tie up a new barbie,
Lilly